Germ Zero

"I do not find myself among these people, even though they are my family, relatives and friends. I do not know why, but I feel that I am a stranger among them... I feel that I haven't found my world yet, so which of us is right, me or them? الكتاب باللغة الإنجليزية .. They gossip a lot, laugh a lot, and also cry, but I don't care about their words, their laughter, or even their crying, so am I selfish and only care about myself?! This question frequently occurs to me and to many, so do I have an answer or is that answer lost in the darkness of this world?!"